Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in jasmine_rose08's LiveJournal:

Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
1:39 am	Band, School, And Everything In-Between!! So, I Haven't Written Here In Like Um FOREVER!! So I Thought Maybe I Should. I Don't Even Remember The Last Thing I Wrote, But I Think It Was When Band Camp Started...Hmm. So Here Goes!! Band Camp: Was Pretty Cool!! It Didn't Suck So Bad And We Almost Had The Whole Show On The Field Marching And Playing It By The End!! And At Least This Year, We Don't Have To Worry About Changing The Show EVERY SINGLE COMPETITION!! That Drove Me NUTS Last Year!! Oh Man!! You Have NO Idea!! Haha...My Section Is Pretty Cool!! They Don't Suck Too Bad!! lol, And They Are Really Good At Memorizing Things Fast...At Least Sorta Memorizing Sorta Faking Fast!! That's A Good Way To Put It!!! Last Sunday I Got Into A Car Wreck...And You Can Say Whatever You Want About That But Fuck You Too! Joey And I Had Planned A Camping Thing That Only He, Tim, Levi, And I Went To! lol, That's Not True!! Steve Barnes Went, And So Did Little Hoffmeister..And A Few Others. But I Was The Only Girl. And Only Joey And Tim Stayed. Levi Would Have But He Had To Be Home...That Sucks!! So We Were There, All Ready To Stay The Night! Then Levi Had To Be Home So I Said "I'll Take You Home!!" So Joey, Tim and I Went To Take Him Home...We Got Back And Realized "Oh! We Need Charcoal!!" So Joey, Tim And I Went To Go Get Some...We Get Back And Steve Says "Hey, FYI I Am Calling The Cops.." And Joey And I Were Like "Ummm..WHY?!" And Steve Told Us About The People In The Campsite Next To Us... So, They Were Actually Staying In Their Van For The Night...And When Joey, Tim And I Were Gone, They Walked Over To This Little Red Car That Was Sitting There..And It Had Been There A While. So They Hi-Jacked It, And Ran It Into This Huge Rock...So When Steve Walked Over To Ask "Is Everyone Ok.." He Thought It Was Weird That They All Ran Into The Van. So Steve Realized It Wasn't Their Car And Called The Cops. So Not Even Five Minutes After He Called The Cops, EVERY SINGLE COP CAR IN ST. HELENS WAS THERE!! OH MY GOD! So, The Rest Of Us Were Sitting At A Table Freaking Out!! Because Brad Knew Some Of The People, And We Just Didn't Want Them To See Our Faces!! haha, Steve Was Really Freaking Out!! So, The Cop Comes Over To Talk To Us, And He Takes Steve's Contact Information, And Asks "Are You Guys Camping Here Tonight...?" And Steve Says "Well, We Were Thinking About It..But Now If They Are Here, I Don't Think So" And The Cop Says "Well, That Car Was Abandoned So We Can't Charge Them For That, But They Have Drugs And Alcohol And Stuff So I Don't Think Any Of Them Will Be Here Much Longer..." So We Were Still Freaked Out!!! So, Instead Of Staying There, Everyone Went Home..Except It Was WAY Freaking Late...And So Tim And Joey Crashed At My House... That Was Interesting...HAHA! We Didn't Sleep AT ALL!! And I Taught Them How To Play Skip-Bo!!! And We Watched V For Vandetta, And Labyrinth!! Joey Hated That Movie But I LOVE That Movie!! lol So The Next Morning, Joey Was Suppose To Be Home At 10 am..Well, My Mom Stole My Car And So Joey Didn't Get Home Til Later...And We Had An Extra Rehearsal That Night...So I Was REALLY TIRED!! OMGS!! Crazy Tired!! Wednesday, Nothing Really Happened..I Got My New Cell Phone!! It's Really Cool!!! I Really Like It!! Thursday Was The Home Show And That Went Okay...Nothing Special But It Wasn't HORRIBLE!! Then Friday (Today/Yesterday..) I Took Sara To Bean's House And Went To Pick My Brother And Sister Up... THE PLANE WAS GROUNDED!! THEN The Second One They Got On Was DELAYED 5 FLIPPING TIMES!!! So, They Landed Half An Hour Ago...I'm Going Shopping Tomorrow (I CAN NOT WAIT!!!) Sunday I Am Going Car Shopping With My Mommy, And Monday I Have A Run To Go To!!! YAY!! Tuesday I Have To Go Get A Drug Test For My Job!! LOL BRANDIE!! And Wednesday School Starts!! Yipee For School!! At Least It's Something DIFFERENT!! Oh, And Thanks To My 'Genious' Dad, I Now Know I Have Self-Esteem Issues!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Of ALLL The People!! Oh Man!! Me, With Self-Esteem Issues..Oh Man!! Let Me Tell You!! That CRACKED ME UP!! Oh My God!! Well, I Love You Guys And I Hope Something More Interesting Is Happening To You!! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Monday, August 14th, 2006
9:04 pm	Band Camp, Movies And Everything Else!! Band Camp Started Today! Yay!! I Missed It A Little Bit!! :D This Year Is Going To Kick Ass!! Mostly Because It's Not A Movie Theme...Not That I Didn't Like Them..It Just Gets Kinda Old...But I Wonder What Our Shirts And Sweatshirts Will Look Like!! Maybe A Guy Getting His Head Cut Off!! OOOO!!! That Would Be Pretty Cool!! Enough Of That!! Hahaha, Now For The Movies Part!! haha, So I Went And Saw Barnyard..That's The CUTEST MOVIE EVER!! OMGS!! I LOVE THAT MOVIE!! And My Acupuncturist And I Both Saw Lady In The Water..He Sorta Liked It..But I Hated It!! It Was Really Lame!! Then We Went And Saw The DCI Things Last Thursday!! THAT WAS AWESOME!!! OMGS!! It Was SoOOooOoooooOOOO Cool!!!! Now For The Everything Else!! haha Well, I Want To Go To The Beach!! (Anyone Else!?) Because I Need To Even Out Some Of These Stupid Funky Tan Lines!!! And I REALLY Like Someone!!! haha, Anyone Wanna Know Who?! Hee Hee, Well I Might Tell You!!! HAHA!!! What Else..I Dunno..I Can't Really Think Of Anything That I Really Wanna Write..Hm Maybe Later!! Loves (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 6th, 2006
5:18 pm	Parents... Well, In The Mom Department..I Got Pretty Lucky!! My Mom Is Cooler Then All Of Your Moms, No Matter What You Think!!! But In The Dad Department, God Saw How Great My Mom Was And Said "She Needs A Really Shitty Dad" So That's What I Got! Ugh! So, Today *Sunday..* I Brought My Brother And Sister Out Here (We Will Be At My Grandparent's All Week..) And I Called My Dad When I Was Leaving And He Said "Why Don't You Come Out Here And We Will Talk About Our Trip" So I Said "Okay! Sounds Great!" So I Get Out Here, No One Is Home..He Was Gone *Already Pissed Off..* So I Call Him "I'm Almost Home, I'm On My Bike.." So He Gets Home *25 Minutes Later* And Then We Start Talking About Going Shopping..Or Going To Saturday Market, Or Going To Dinner With His Friend Wes..Or Whatever..So Then We Get Onto The Topic Of Our Vacation...To Las Vegas. And I Said "I Can't Go These Weeks Or This Monday, I Have Band Camp.." And It's On His Calendar And I've Told Him About A MILLION Times! So He Knows About It..And Well, He Gets All Pissy And Then He Says "Well, What About This Week.." "School Starts That Week.." Again..All Pissy. So My Sister And I Are Talking *NOT HIM!!* And He Gets Into Our Conversation And Starts Butting In And Is Just Being An Asshole *Well, I Guess If You Find Something You're Good At..You Stick With It..* So Then I Get All Mad Because He's Not Letting Me Talk To My Sister Anymore, So I Tell Him To Leave And Go To The Pool...So He Gets All Pissed Off Because I Said That...Then He Starts With "I Have Money, And I Can Take You Where Ever Whenever, Blah Blah Blah.." And I Say "Well, Why Don't You Guys Just Go While I'm At Band Camp And You Can Just Give Me Money To Go Have A Beach Vacation Whenever I Have Time.." So He Gets All Pissed Off About That Saying I Don't Wanna Go Do Things With Him..Then He Takes His Wallet Out And Throws Me And My Sister Like 40 Bucks And BS Like That, Then I Get Mad Because He's Freaking Out For No Reason And I Told Him I Didn't Even Want To Go Anymore And To Plan Whatever Because I Wasn't Going To Go...The He Gets All Pissy And Turns To My Sister And Says "I Can't Believe Your Sister, She's Such A Fucking Bitch" To Which I Couldn't Reply So I Sat There Quiet. Then My Sister Starts Yelling At Him To Stop And He Says "If I Don't Tell Her, Who Will...Blah blah blah" Then He Turns To Me And I'm Standing At This Point, And He Walks Over All Pissed Off And So I Told Him "I Dare You To Hit Me.." Because He Looked Like He Wanted To.. And He Said "What If I Did?! You Couldn't Tell Anyone..I'm Friends With The Richest Person In Portland And All The Cops Work For Me. Who Would You Tell?!" So Then My Sister Says "I'm Calling Mom" And I Told Her Not To. I Just Sat Back Down. And He Starts Walking Away And He Asks "Do You Talk To Your Mother Like This?! Or Can You Actually Communicate With Her" And I Said: "I Communicate With Her Just Fine..She's Not A Drunk" Which Pissed Him Off EVEN More, Then I Said "Do YOU Communicate With Her" And He Didn't Say Anything Then He Was Walking Out The Door When He Turned And Said "I Try, She Won't Talk To Me" And I Said "Well, At Least She Learned SOMETHING Those 16 Years You Were Married" Then He Said "You Look, I Send Her E-mails To Talk About You Kids" And I Said "Yeah, She Tells Me About Them..This Isn't The First Time You've Called Me Names" And He Has Called Me Names Ever Since I Could Remember, Always Me..Not My Brother Or Sister..Mean Names Too. And Then He Turned And Walked Out Of The Door And I'm Sitting Here Waiting For Him To Return All Pissy. So That's My Day!! I Hope All Of Yours Are Better! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
12:51 pm	Everything About Everything!! So, I Haven't Said Anything In FOREVER!! And Since I Wrote I've Been To The Beach, VBS, And In The Hospital*That's A REALLY Long Story..* And SOO Much More!! haha VBS Was AWESOME!!! And My Class Was DEFINATELY The Coolest Class!! haha, Fifth Graders, Oh Wow! But Our Song Was Awesome..If That Means Anything To You Guys And It Won't..haha. VBS Week Overall Was...Eventful..That's A Good Word For It!! haha..I Went And Saw Pirates Again..It's Sooo Much Cooler Then The First One..Well, At Least I Think So!! :D I Went Shopping A Couple Of Times..And That's About All That I Can Put Into This Thing!! The Whole Theme This Year Though, Was The Love Chapter Of The Bible...For Those Of You Not So Into The Bible..It's First Corintheans Chapter 13. "Love Is Patient, Love Is Kind. It Does Not Envy It Does Not Boast. It Is Proud, It Is Not Rude. It Is Not Self-Seeking. It Is Not Easily Angered, It Keeps No Record Of Wrongs. Love Does Not Delight In Evil But Rejoices With The Truth. It Always Protects, Always Trusts, Always Hopes, Always Perserveres. Love Does Not Fail." So, VBS was awesome!! Then, When I Got Back..I Hung Out With A Bunch Of People..Haha, That Was An Interesting Night!! Oh Wow!! And Then This Past Week, I Hung Out With Sara A Bunch..I Haven't Been At My House In Forever!! Friday, I Went Shopping With Sara, Marsea, And Eric. That Was Pretty Fun...The Ride Home Was Long..But It Was Fun! haha, And I Learned The BEST News That Night!! Haha, Sara and Marsea Know What That Is..lol Saturday Was Mr. Heinemeyer's Wedding..And It Was AMAZING!! OMGS!! IT WAS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL!! OMGS!! I'm SoOOOOOOOoOOOooOO Happy For Them!! AND They Are In Disneyland This Week!! HOW COOL IS THAT?! Oh My Gosh!! And The Monday, Yesterday, I Spent Most Of The Day Mailing Out Music..And Stayed The Night At Sam's House. And Now, I Am Sitting On Her Couch..Anyways, This Was Pretty Long...So I'm Gonna Go!! :D Loves Current Mood: content (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
10:48 am	:D 10 TRUTHS BLACK AND HISPANIC PEOPLE KNOW, BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Elvis is dead. 2. Jesus was not white. 3. Rap music is here to stay. 4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean. 5. Skinny does not equal sexy. 6. Thomas Jefferson had black children. 7. A 5 year old child is too big for a stroller. 8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5. 9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in line. 10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal. 10 TRUTHS WHITE AND BLACK PEOPLE KNOW, BUT HISPANIC PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Hickey's are not attractive. 2. Chicken is food, not a roommate. 3. Jesus is not a name for your son. 4. Your country's flag is not a car decoration. 5. Maria is a name but not for every daughter. 6. "Jump out and run" is not in any insurance policies. 7. 10 people to a car is considered too many. 8. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement. 9. Mami and Papi can't possibly be the nickname of every person in your family. 10. Letting your children run wildly through the store is not normal. 10 TRUTHS WHITE AND HISPANIC PEOPLE KNOW, BUT BLACK PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. O.J. did it. 2. Tupac is dead. 3. Teeth should not be decorated. 4. Weddings should start on time. 5. Your pastor doesn't know everything. 6. Jesse Jackson will never be President. 7. RED is not a Kool Aid flavor, it's a color. 8. Church does not require expensive clothes. 9. Crown Royal bags are meant to be thrown away. 10. Your rims and sound system should not be worth more than your car. Current Mood: awake (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 30th, 2006
11:48 pm	To Bohemian 1 Dearest Bohemian #1... How Naiive You Are!! The One And Only Satine For Christian Is Bohemian 1...And Bohemians 2 and 3 Agree...So I'm Sorry..But It's Been Voted On!! I LOVE YOU! Current Mood: ecstatic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:48 pm	This Week... This Week Was Okay I Guess... Monday-Friday I Was Working At A Soccer Camp For A Church Mission Thing..It Was Okay..I Had 27 Little Kids To Watch And Teach Soccer Too, But It Wasn't All Bad!! Sunday, I Did A Run. It Was Called "Beat The Burnside". It Started At The Zoo And Ended On The Burnside Bridge..I Did Okay..I Finished In 49 Minutes*That's About A Ten Minute Mile..Eh, Not So Bad I Guess..* It Was REALLY HOTT!! OH MAN!! I'm Watching Rent Right Now...I Flipping LOVE This Movie!! OH MAN! I Had A Couple Of Doctor's Appointments..They Didn't Have A Very Good Outcome..But I Went And Saw Cars So That Made It Better!! HAHA! It Was Such A Good Movie!! OMGS!! Alex Fiori Called Me Today..haha, That Was Pretty Cool. He Didn't Have Any Reason..Just To Talk! Well, I Can't Think Of Anything Else To Write Right Now... Current Mood: silly (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
4:19 pm	Well, I Am In Gresham All Week This Week..I Probably Won't Be Back Until Saturday..At Least Won't Be Able To Hang Out Until Saturday...That Kinda Sucks, But I'm At A Church Camp, So It's Not All Bad..The Bible Studies Run A Little Long Sometimes...But It Could Be Worse. There Are A BUNCH Of Hott Guys!! Ethan, Vegan, Eric, Keith, Brian...Aw Man!! LOL! Vegan Is My Assistant Coach, and Keith Is My Manager..HAHA!! I Am The Head Coach*If You Haven't Figured This Out..It's A Soccer Camp/Church Camp/Really Long Story Thing..haha* And They Have To Be The Funniest Kids I Know!! HAHA! We Are In Charge Of 25 Kindergarten-2nd Graders And They Are All ADD/ADHD I SWEAR!!! It Drives Me Nuts!! And At Bible Study, Vegan Always Tells Me Which One He Is GOing To Kill The Next Day!! HAHA! Vegan Is From South Carolina, And His Dad's Name Is Serji!! HOW FREAKING COOL IS THAT?! OH MY GOSH!! It Makes Me Chuckle!! I Went And Saw Cars Last Night!! IT IS ONLY THE COOLEST MOVIE EVER!! OH MAN!! It Is SoOOOOOOoooOOOOoo Funny!! YOu Should ALL Go And Watch It! HAHA!! I'm Really Sad Though because Spain Lost And Is Out Of THe World Cup Now :< :< AND I Am SOOOoooOOoOOoOOOooo Sun Burnt!! It's All Blistered..And When My Grandma Saw It She Freaked Out And Took Me To The Doctors So They Could Tell Me I Had Second Degree Burns! OH YEAH BABY!! lol Well I Can't THink Of Anything Else, I'm Sure That I WILL! HAHA!! Loves Much! Current Mood: silly (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 23rd, 2006
1:01 pm	Poems I Love You More Than You'll Ever Know I Love you more than you'll ever know, I love you more with each passing day, I love you like the Moon loves the Sun, A love so strong from so far apart. I need you more than you'll ever know, I need you more as the days grow old, I need you like the Stars need the Moon, To light thoer path and lead them to warmth. I want you more than you'll ever know, I want you more each time i see your face, I want you like the gods want peace, A long hard battle but is worth it in the end. ********************************************************** i loved you for so long but you never knew when you finally asked me out i was the happiest girl alive i wished i could see you every second of everyday your friends always told me you loved me they said you always thought about me i believed it but one day like any other we were talking, you asked me if i loved you of course i replied "yeah!!!" when you didn't respond i started to cry i was still daydreaming i was dreaming that you would say "sorry i had to go do something" but instead you said lets just be friends my eyes were already red but then they turned blood red like the blood from my heart that you cut i hoped it was a joke but it was true so i told you that were not going to be friends but you didn't care you didn't care that i was crying you didn't care i wanted to die you didn't care that you are still on my mind you don't care that you are all i ever think about i wish i knew what i did wrong i thought you were the guy the guy who proved that they aren't all the same i guess i dream i little too much now i know you never loved me all those times you said "i love you" i now know that you lied i wish i could just curl up and die if i did would you care? would you miss me like i miss you? the truth is... i loved him... i miss him... and he will never care ******************************************** Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
10:39 pm	Eh, Yeah... Well, I don't know how I feel right now, but i have something really important!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! No, I really don't... I GOT SCHMO' QUESTIONS!! HAHA!! I Love Sam Edington!! She Makes Me Crack Up!! Haha! Well, Sara and Brandi are over here right now...Eric was over earlier! He makes me crack up too!! Oh Man!! He is sooo different when he isn't at school!! He really really really cracks me up!! Haha, and Sara, oh man!! Haha!! HOT BOD!! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TOLD HIM THAT!! AND SHOWED HIM?! OMGS!! That was really mean, but he doesn't believe it anymore...that was one thing we talked about in the car...even though he really knows! haha...he does..he's majic!! well, he is.. but i should go, my brother is freaking out... Current Mood: giggly (2 Comments |Comment on this)
10:57 am	HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Well, i was on myspace and saw this really funny poem, so i am going to put it in here... Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Basturd The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! YAY!! that one makes me laugh!! Current Mood: energetic (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 19th, 2006
11:17 am	A Song... This is a pretty good song, it's pretty much how i feel right now..and i heard it on the radio when i was going to pick sara up... I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm He came around and he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn't be that man I adored You don't seem to know Seem to care what your heart is for But I don't know him anymore There's nothing where he used to lie The conversation has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's fine I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake And I can see The perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn So I guess the fortune teller's right I should have seen just what was there And not some holy light But you crawled beneath my veins And now I don't care I had no luck I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things That I can touch I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake And I can see The perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn Torn hoooooooooo hohooooooo hohoooo There's nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's right I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake And I can see The perfect sky is torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I'm ashamed Bound and broken on the floor You're a little late I'm already torn Torn. Oh Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 18th, 2006
10:26 pm	Things... Well, this week SUCKED!! It was the last week of school, it should have been really cool...and it wasn't!! But, that's all over with now!! And pretty much i am writing this because i am really bored, and i don't care about my punctuation, or my caps, or anything...i am just writing this because i am bored...but i don't think anyone worries about those things ever on here anyway..i don't know. Right now, i should be at the coast, with chris..but i'm not..i'm sitting here bored out of my mind.. i hate when things don't work out. Well, i guess things kind of worked out there...i guess i am a little bit happier now, everyone tells me i seem happier. I have been doing things i wouldn't be doing if we were still going out...i've had a few "shindigs"*Is that how you would spell it?!* since we broke up..SECRET CIRCLE!! HAHA!! One wasn't so secret..and one of them adam was in and he was making up secret circle secrets!! what?! i don't know..i am really confused about it! I KNOW WHO LIKES ADAM!! Awwwe!! That makes me really happy... :"D Mostly though, for him..I LOVE YOU TOO ADAM (even though he will never read this, he doesn't have internet!!!) I guess i should be going...it's kinda late, even though i'll stay up all night anyway!! I LOVE YOU ALL! Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)